Sometimes i wonder, where has my urge/will/want/power/determination/thought to improve go? why do i feel like i am studying just to get over with it and not because i want to improve and do well? why am i studying everyday with no purpose? where has the will to improve go?

today was like a really long day.chinese and maths test. and worse, double physics, not that its WORSE but that its just really boring today. and time seemed to slow down x 10 during physics.

and, ryan totally almost brainwashed me to support him in his bid to seek justice and freedom. however, thankfully theres so many factors that kept me in the RIGHT track :)

such a long day. and theres still guitar later. kinda sucks.
i just want to sleep and have more energy.

i dont know why i cant seem to fall asleep fast recently. it takes like dam long before i fall asleep.
maths test today was okay. chinese was okay. but okay as it seems, i really hope its okay.

byeee.

ildivo!