H O M E

“ whats up with 3> instead of <3? ”

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 |3:10 PM

Not that i have alot of things to say today but somehow you've seriously got me gripped. But nah i shant fall to it. because somehow, just somehow, i just dont know how to react to such stuff. its just beyond my ability to comprehend. dam.. perhaps taking some time to think through it carefully would be da best..

“ Thanks Franks ”

|3:07 PM

Ephesians 4:2929 Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.
Saw this on franks blog.

exactly what i needed.

“ RAGE, REPPU!(ie noob dog) ”

|2:28 PM

So So SO its the end of maths paper MATHS DIE DIE DIE DIE MATHS PAPER DIE I SAY DIE DAMNMED MATHS PAPER.

MAN! that was crazy. Anyways, maths went quite well for me though i suppose there are a few spaces of doubt in terms of getting the answer correct. other than that, not much of a problem.
So, maths went by in 2hrs and 30 mins, longer than the time taken for a imba fit man to run a 42 km marathon, the brain is slower than the body.
So, it was quite a breeze i say. perhaps because i spent time studying it by reading and memorizing rather than technique. but maths is inborn i hear? (to those who disagree, i was joking. to those who agree, AGREED.)

Anyways, lets forget about that. So i shall spam bio today and tomorrow and then on thursday i will soar in class 3p1, before perhaps the first MCQ question i see strikes me down for the rest of the 2 and a half hours before i start whining and cursing for about say, an hour and then back to normal self(super stress absorbant(but hey, its not heck attitude. its stress absorbent)) then i will JUMP UP IN ULTIMATE JOY!

Come to think of it, at the rate time is passing now, (extremely fast) my holeedays will be over in a second. hell no. pls time slow down from friday onwards.(ohkay from the day all my frens exams end) and then i will be FREEEE again again again. Come to think of it, i miss term1 and term 2. Term 1 softball agaisnt ACSI i CANNOT BELIEVE IT.
No worries guys, we're gonna soar so bad for next year. all for the team.

Then again, theres soccer this sat if we manage to gather enough man power. but then again, i wouldnt mind fengtianweiing[TT](table tennis).

So, prove that Cos^2(titter) + Sin^2(titter)=1

PROVE IT.

“ Muse ”

Sunday, September 28, 2008 |7:06 PM

Tomorrow is chemistry and i really cant figure out whats happening.

anyways muse is gripping me more than ever, thanks to them for making some nice musik.

anyways maths on tuesday. and thats..so near...

“ RAISE YOUR HEAD. WABISUKE! ”

Friday, September 26, 2008 |2:18 PM

i dont feel pressured to study. i study on my own accord. i can imagine chem and maths passing by soon. and when its wednesday, i will be on cloud nine. possibly ready to jump off and die since thursday's biology. but since after thursday is like some nonsensical chinese paper before i am released after 3 and a half term of being held captive for school.

come to think of it, term one has been great. so was term 2 well quite. so was the june holidays. so was term 3. and so was september holidays so was the past 6 papers. yar right. the year has been good. no sacarsm. hopefully the holidays would be interesting. not going to school may not neccesarily be a good thing. training 135 pls. 2&4 i wanna go out. aint no wanna stay at home for nuts.

alright, time to enter the world of chemistry. gonna thrash chemistry real bad. and maths. and bio. okay i was kidding for the last 2. get thrashed.

anyways, i am a genius. no? no. no? no.
not that ima bragging but its just some self comforting thoughts that keeps me going through this period of UTTER BOREDOM.

i mean exams should get rather interesting. the papers are so interesting. but the studying? not exactly stressful but you know.. its really rather boring.

nevertheless, its all up in the brain boy. EXAMS ARE FUN ENJOY THEM THEY DONT LAST FOR LONG.(thats good.)

goodbye.

Dead star. why cant you wait.

“ Physics ”

Thursday, September 25, 2008 |12:48 PM

quite a good feeling that physics is over. time is really passing so fast i can hardly believe it. hopefully time decides its time to slow down when its the holidays.

So its sort of like a break now. from today till monday which is chem and maths on tuesday.
Not that i am very confident slash ready slash prepared but i dont feel much anxiety. but its just a weird feeling.

The first day of the exams it was so exciting everyone was so fresh but today everyone look like we are all so sick of exams. lol.

cant wait for the holidays wheres theres going to be so much free time and training. not exactly excited for sec 4 though.

Alright. goodbyee

“ holeedays ”

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 |6:22 PM

Life is really quite an unexplainable thing.. many things can happen in a second be it appear or disappear.
Time is really passing extremely fast suddenly! not exactly sure why too i seem to be living in a chronosphere and cant sense time.
I think i have quite a meaningful life this year! rather interesting too. learn alot as a person.
i finally can understand more about life.
I believe we should treasure everything we have, including time and the people around you.. for you'll never know whats going to happen next. somehow, many people know this.. in fact everyone does. But i suppose we need to be constantly reminded to live a life as fufilling as ever.
And some things when done can never be undone.

Time is passing abnormally fast. i cant remember what happened on monday.
I hope i am passing my EOYs too. i dont want to remember staying back in sec 3. quite scary come to think of it.

Stay happy my friends! theres nothing much to be unhappy about! afterall we are meant to be happy!(:

today went quite okay, with IHC being rather brain washing i didnt know what i was doing i just kept writing. Chinese was as normal. You cant predict chinese.

keep going dont look back, keep moving dont stop.

“ the truth of integrated humanites HARDCORE ”

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 |11:39 AM

Not that i have hell lot of free time to spare or that my exams are over in fact tomorrow is IHC which is so freaking weird. i just cant seem to get what this whole subject is about. propaganda i suppose.

Todays geog paper went quite okay except one part which i really didnt understand why i was swayed.Other than that, it was only a hour so i spent more time going to school rather than at school.

So i really got to get started for IHC. the invigilator seriously makes me laugh so bad.
alright. cant wait for tmr to be over.

“ sadded. ”

Monday, September 22, 2008 |1:49 PM

Today is quite a okay day i suppose.. went to school, had english compo test for 1hr 45 mins everyone was dreaming away for the last part and even the teacher was like dreaming. its really quite a waste of time lol. so anyways patiently waited till times up and we could go home.

Studying geomorphology(?) now. hopefully i can get it settled by 4 so i can start on physics.
i feel like i wasted the whole saturday. somehow i have been living till now not doing anything on saturdays such as studying. cant study anyway. but suddenly i realise like how much time there is on saturdays! but i dont really regret considering i have so much fun on saturdays talking to friends etc. god gives me time somehow :))

sitting alone in my room and using the computer is a rather sad thing. kinda lonely feeling. heck shall just get on with studying before the sky turns dark. when i find i have too much time, time passes so slowly yet very fast. irony. it just seems like that to me. i couldnt sleep last night. wonder why. woke up quite tired this morning but i somehow still survived.

alright then. got to go. goodluck to all who are sitting for the exams in this period! when i think of the exams i really am quite stunned. we study so hard and worry so much about the exams. while it may be a good sign that we actually do bother to be worried about the exams, its quite sad that exams have abnormally high priorities and it is like a fail and you die kindof thing. its really quite torturous. but nevertheless i think we shouldnt worry too much about exams. its no longer that urge to do well but that urge to prevent yourself from failing. its more stressful than the thought of wanting to do well.
man, i suddenly feel quite burdened. but with the start of the exams today, i cant imagine more vividly how i might jump down the sec 3 block at the end of next week.

spare me the long hours sitting for papers.please. why cant the exams have a finish and you can go system? sitting down waiting is really rather redundant eh?

off to do some memorizing. goodbye peeps.

“ mega kick ”

Sunday, September 21, 2008 |12:18 AM

Oh i forgot to mention that i have been eating muslim food for the past week. quite nice really. kinda addicted to it. o.o nasi goreng nasi bryani mee rebus mee soto.

And i have been drinking sourplum+passionfruit juice. mega addictive i swear.

i cant wait for the exams to start. because when they start, they can end. if it doesnt start, it cant end. so rather, i cant wait for the exams to end.

“ Saturday fever ”

Saturday, September 20, 2008 |11:56 PM

The day started with waking up only at 9 for breakfast and reaching church at 1030am.then worship then lunch then choir then was originally intending to head home to sleep and get ready for mass revision at night. but suddenly they asked me to go to jurong for some talk so i just decided to go~~~~ went there by taxi bryan you owe me $3 dont run. then listened to the talk for about an hour or so before going out to eat after a pathetic lunch. not exactly very productive.dam. anyways, spent about another 20 mins in the talk (2nd session)before uncle alan fetched me homeeee. thanks!sorry shannnnn for pangsehing you to take train homeee.

came home intended to study but suddenly went out again lol. but at least i done half my ihc revison oh yeah rock on whoo shiok.

now for a good nights sleep before unleashing full force tomorrow. hopefully i get to.

SMILEO! (:

“ exams yay exams boo ”

Friday, September 19, 2008 |6:20 PM

exams yay exams yay exams yay i love exams.not.

“ Dear God. ”

Saturday, September 13, 2008 |8:56 PM

Not that ima that free but its like manutd v liverpool so iam kinda watching it right now, liverpool's goal is just crap, totally. nevertheless liverpools quite good.

Had pathfinder rehearsal today. i really wonder if i should stay in pathfinders.. i mean its not as exciting as it used to be anymore. Last time it was fun and interesting, now it seems very different. hmmm.

This weeks been nonsensical, with tests sucking up all your revision time. (soccer too)
nothing really interesting other than the fact that i had a pimple for the whole week.not that its interesting but thankfully its gone. dont eat chocolates. have them, but dont eat them.

Really got to get started with my studying already. Got to lucky dip which subject to start with. Man, iam so excited about the end of eoys. its like play everyday. with maybe a few weeks of sadness and depression but its alright.

And did i mention? i didnt get any exemption.dang.

“ cartesian flyer. ”

Monday, September 08, 2008 |6:56 PM

me,tim,tim.

Teachers day?was it?

taken by tim!ng!

“ Thanks for this skin bub. ”

|3:58 PM

The previous skin is screwed, or maybe i screwed it. So, many thanks to the person who made this skin!(:

today has been quite okay though boring.

Got to go nap.seeya!

“ the cartesian diver. ”

Sunday, September 07, 2008 |9:36 PM

wookakaka LOL. Okay okay. from tomorrow onwards, its gonna be studying studying studying!hahaha but judging by previous years, this will be a time i will be blogging even more often. gonna ban myself from using my stoops laptop. gotta stay focus! this year is seriously going way too fast! like term 3 passed like. whoa.

off to have a sleep so that tomorrow i can be ready for the new.school.term.a.k.a.term.4.

Dont ever eat chocolate.take it, but dont eat it. HAHHAHA. thats my logic.as in, mine.

“ Titleless. ”

Friday, September 05, 2008 |9:26 AM

Chocolates aint good for health. They make you sick. But thats only if you eat them. If you dont eat them, they wont hurt!
I love chocolate. But i wouldnt eat them anytime soon. I would still have them, but i wont eat them. Because it aint good to eat them.

“ Somethings must be said. ”

Thursday, September 04, 2008 |10:56 PM

Ahhh i spent today studying chem and physics.manmanman. Cant really seem to get started really sitting down and studying. i really think i need a pause from all nonsense. But no hurry yet. Still quite ahead of my plans. Thing is, if i study too early , i may forget when the exams come the topics that i studied this week. Therefore it shall be down to note makings!

I really got to get you out of my head for now. ><

Ants crawled onto my cup of plain water around the opening. No choice, my salivas too sweet. (:

“ Beautiful Disaster ”

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 |12:24 PM

Its a really nice song. below the tag box.

“ The complex & confusin pihsnoitaler ”

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 |9:40 PM

Honestly, i wanted to type a post abt GAYs. But its not very nice plus we must respect people for who they are! okay so i am changing my topic to be abt.. spihsnoitaler.

Honestly at 15 yearsold, its like, studystudystudy and more study, but theres till cca and friends. The confusing thing abt liking somebody is that you will always think of two sides. if you only think of like the optimistic positive side, you'll always have the doubt that it actually isnt as positive as you think it is. But if you think pessismisticly/negative(with that little glimmer of hope) you'll convince yourself that its more optimistic than you think. Its just a very confusing and complex "thing" yet very simple in fact.
Whatever, the brain seriously screws your thoughts up. Its just so dam confusing.
e.g"I shall try to be as optimistic as possible, as cheerful as possible. But yet, it may cos the other party to think that its fake. Thats the dam problem with thinking."

Seriously lah wth man. such complex and confusing situations are extremely hard to understand and theres doubt everywhere. MAN.

Yet, As complex as it may ever be, i will be optimistic positive with(a little doubt)

“ Holy SHIT.no lah just joking. ”

|8:58 PM

Not that i have anything agaisnt GAYS, i mean its such a sensitive topic but like hmmmm. as in, boys should be boys just like how boys should be boys, yes, e.g boys should act like boys, ie boys should behave how boys should behave. Maybe its just my view but..yeah..maybe i need to learn to accept such, phenomenons. Its not EXACTLY/TOTALLY thier fault to be gay w/e.

Quote from Lihui lol! that fiery lil boy.
"Gays. As you noe, communism states that everyone are equal. Hence as hci is a communism school, everyone mus have equal gender. Hence, there are only guys here.Hence, due to the lack o the opposite gender here, gaying is generally accepted in HCI as we can understand that people adapt. How do they adapt? As there are no girls here, testosterone are labelled as waste matter as there are no girls to like. Hence, due to the great adaptability of some guys, these male hormones are converted to oestrogen every time they pee. This way, hormones are no longer waste matter as there are guys to love. Hence, as u notice, there are more female toilets in hci to accomodate these people as recent studies have shown that 25% of hwachongians are gays. Hence, it is predicted that in 2009, about 15.17% of hwachongians will turn into girls and hci will become a mixed gender school, even though this is against communism. This is great news for the school as this wilmake other traditional single sex schools like RI jealous as RI people are normal and do not turn into gays. Moreover, this will supply despo males in hwachong with girls and hence the board hence decide not to take action bout it." lol he and his crap logic LOL.

Just really kinda surprised by the fact that my school is....such..a.

Went for Kaiyuan's family chalet yesterday, thanks for inviting! Had quite a fun time with Darren Chieh Loong Ruijin Jonnie Liejun Engway. watched tv etc, talk, bbq, soccer.
Its a really nice new bungalow chalet.

Today we had to go to school again.=.= but from today onwards, till the end of the week im free! (:

suck to hard on the lollipop(try too hard) and loves gonna get you down.