Honestly, i wanted to type a post abt GAYs. But its not very nice plus we must respect people for who they are! okay so i am changing my topic to be abt.. spihsnoitaler.


Honestly at 15 yearsold, its like, studystudystudy and more study, but theres till cca and friends. The confusing thing abt liking somebody is that you will always think of two sides. if you only think of like the optimistic positive side, you'll always have the doubt that it actually isnt as positive as you think it is. But if you think pessismisticly/negative(with that little glimmer of hope) you'll convince yourself that its more optimistic than you think. Its just a very confusing and complex "thing" yet very simple in fact.
Whatever, the brain seriously screws your thoughts up. Its just so dam confusing.
e.g"I shall try to be as optimistic as possible, as cheerful as possible. But yet, it may cos the other party to think that its fake. Thats the dam problem with thinking."

Seriously lah wth man. such complex and confusing situations are extremely hard to understand and theres doubt everywhere. MAN.

Yet, As complex as it may ever be, i will be optimistic positive with(a little doubt)