Went for SYC last night and it was okay. When SYC today and it was slightly better. Gave out Tracts or however you spell it. It does feel very satisfying to see people taking them from you,especially from the so many you used to have to that few left in the bag (:

Sometimes i really do ask myself. Why am i a christian? What have i done?

I truly believe its sort of like a habit since young going to church and stuff. I suppose its really time i get down to learn more about the bible. I just dont feel good about it. Hmm.

Living a life thats more meaningful. Thats why i kinda hate the holidays. Because of waking up late i become more slack then ever. More free time but less friends other than trainingx) but apart from that. The very thing about holidays are that you procrastinate. And up till now, i have not done a single thing. Maybe a little but if not, nothing else. I still remember myself saying, Get something done on the first 2 weeks. ><
i should be feeling bad about not having done anything. But on the other hand maybe i should focus and try to get the most done this last week. =D

AHHHHHHHHHHH.What to do? Maybe its time to think of something better.