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yesterday night was the week before the karate grading.had to take fitness test.i did
42 pushup in a minute
60squads in a minute
i didnt 'cheat' this time.did everything real.
5 minutes later when sensei was talking, i started to have blur vision.i felt weak.i felt a black curtain coming down.for the first time in my life,i thought i was really gonna die.my lips turned pale.i sat down.and rest.i was scared.thought i would die.it was really scary.
went to see a doctor.it was because of the exercise and no blood went to my head.=.="
during that 15 minutes,i prayed.i prayed that i would give my life to god.i prayed that.so now i am gonna be faithful.not gonna play anymore on sabbath.well,i hope i can really keep my words.i relaly want to.
it was a death defying moment man.i am shocked.i am stunned.never before have i felt that way.
at least the next post is something more interesting.
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